Ben Shepard’s Reflections on Rebel Friendship and the Howard Zinn Book Fair 2017

(Thanks to Ben Shepard for this reflection on the Howard Zinn Book Fair 2017 and his visit to San Francisco.)

31eXte-e0AL._SX321_BO1,204,203,200_Its been a couple of years since I’ve done a talk on rebel friendships.  But with the follow up research on its way, I hoped to explore some of the additional ideas I’ve had about the topic at the Howard Zinn Book Fair last weekend.

Ron and I woke in Pacifica and made our way to the fair, exploring the piers and murals of the city, teeming with color and people, bright messages sprawled over the walls.

After looking at the panels, I walked over to the Book Fair on Valencia, where I identified several talks to attend, including on by Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz, another on DiY Oral History methods, and 100 Years of Sex Work organizing in San Francisco.  Each panel was filled with people and ideas.

I adore Roxanne Dunbar Ortiz.  She’s smart and kind and very humble in her way.  She stood reading from Loaded, her new history of the second amendment. The argument of her new book is simple:

America loves guns. From Daniel Boone and Jesse James to the NRA and Seal Team 6, gun culture has colored the lore, shaped the law, and protected the market that arms the nation. In Loaded, Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz peels away the myths of gun culture to expose the true historical origins of the Second Amendment, revealing the racial undercurrents connecting the earliest Anglo settlers with contemporary gun proliferation, modern-day policing, and the consolidation of influence of armed white nationalists. From the enslavement of Blacks and the conquest of Native America, to the arsenal of institutions that constitute the “gun lobby,” Loaded presents a people’s history of the Second Amendment, as seen through the lens of those who have been most targeted by guns: people of color. Meticulously researched and thought-provoking throughout, this is essential reading for anyone interested in understanding the historical connections between racism and gun violence in the United States.”

Several old friends would be on my panel.  I knew Eddie Yuen and Andrej Grubacic fifteen years ago when we were all in an anarchist reading group together.   Eddie joined me for lunch and we talked about the challenges of the project.  How do friendships endure conflicts or differences of opinion?  When is it possible to agree to disagree?  Can we still support a diversity of tactics, even in the face of vast disagreements?  And when is a fight or a conflict too much?  How much can we tolerate?  And when does a friendship break down?

Eddie immediately argued that today’s call out culture makes it hard.  But he also acknowledged that friendship still helped support movements in countless ways.

Writer and organizer Chris Carlson was in attendance.  We talked about critical mass friendships and relationships that grow out of all those rides.

After i spoke, Eddie recalled a friend saying to him that he could see the reflection of burning police cars in the reflections in his eyes in 1991 at the Gulf War Protests.

Another world is possible.  And its not just the zombie apocalypse.  You see it in gestures of mutual aid extending through the parameters of friendship, argued Yuen.

Much about politics is antagonistic.  We oppose systems of oppression.  This is part of what we do.  But it can also be problematic.

There’s also this idea of universal humanity, a universal sisterhood, albeit a Eurocentric one.

Yet, capitalism seems to commodify everything – from ideas to movements, even the ocean floor. And this transforms our relations to each other.

There has to be an outside to this.

There has to be antagonistic movement.

But there can also be pleasure and somehow these are connected.

We were a part of the global justice movement that aimed to bring pleasure back into social movements, away from austerity and sacrifice to a place that sees this good feeling as bountiful and expanding, instead of depleting. There has to be connection and fun.

Finnishing, Yuen read a poem he had been talking about with Anrej, by the Greek communist poet Yannis Ritsos 1958  This is poem about an infamous Romanian prison Daftani.

Here the rain’s speech stops.
Here the glass barbed wire of a fruitless sorrow stops.
Here the fortune teller of silence stops
in the open palm of a yellow leaf. On this leaf
I saw the dry veins of a dead sensitivity branched
like the octopus of an underhanded courtesy pressed out of history.
Here the delicate hesitation stops.
Here the moaning of the sick stops.
Here words lose their uncertain sound.
A wall becomes a wall.
A comrade becomes a comrade.
The world is kept inside the comrade.
Thought is vertical—a line drawn across the ground
extending into the sky like a blade
drawn across bread, like the resolve of justice
drawn across the hearts of the wronged, like
the belief in communism drawn across the blood of heroes and martyrs,
like the sun’s sword drawn across the night’s heart.

Hundreds of communists were tortured here in the 1930’s. Including Greeks and Yugoslavs. It used to be a museum. Now it is a paintball court.

Here the dialectic of hesitation stops, Eddie followed.  What was lost – the level of sacrifice for  the idea of liberation.   There is something about comradeship that offers us something noble, not that all our efforts are grand but small gestures add up in the right direction.

The room filled with hands of people wanting to talk about friendship and movements.

Chris Carlson followed, explaining that he has lived through many cycles of friendship.  Yet call out culture has receded some of these cycles.  We want to be together.  But we beat each other up. We need a larger commitment to hang with each other.

The real issues of public space are often convivial.  Out of that deep friendships can grown and persist.

I noted we are all a part of a broad movement with lofty aims.  Yet all to often we treat other like shit, taking our efforts for granted.  We stumble over politics and pronouns.

A trans woman followed noting that issues of pronouns are very real to her. These are not to be dismissed as mere political correctness.  And far to many cisgender men dismiss them.  Can we move beyond defensiveness?

A politics of friendship requires that we commit to listening to each other, to learning who the other is, to engaging the other, learning a bit about their subjectivity.

Charles Fowler noted, “internally the dynamics that I have seen have been inherently rebel friendships they have built spaces for connection called solidarity circles which essentially functioned as peer to peer mentoring and mental health work. But also they built accountability circle called “concerns” circles for when peoples behaviors shifted or neglected the collective or simply if folks were going through a rough time they could call a concerns circle for themselves even.”

Countless members of the audience raised their hands pointing out that today we are deep into antagonism and call out culture.  Lessons of a debate over a diversity of tactics seem to have been lost.  We can learn from each other. We have to.  That’s what the ‘#metoo’ conversation is all about. But this all takes place within a contest of capitalism.

What has capitalism does to our subjectivity?

Not enough of us are acting, discussing and assessing our actions, noted another organizer.

Can we learn from our actions?

Love is productive noted Eddie.  Its growing and expanding.

Yet, we are in a period when people like to hear themselves speak.  The individualism of our moment reduces our capacity to expand.  Its part of the specifics of what capital does, the individualism of loving to hear ourselves speak.

Eddie referred to Michael White, who claimed he invented occupy.

The media commodifies dissent and movements, people and ideas. We saw it was with occupy and its expanding culture of activist celebrity, those who get the most likes, the most media.

Finishing my session, I walked downstairs to take in a panel on a century of sex worker organizing.  The authors and activists spoke in front of a sign declaring: “100 years of  struggle for sex worker rights.”  They were discussing the hundredth anniversary of perhaps the first major sex worker rally in history from 1917 in San Francisco, contextualized in the book,Alice: Memoirs of a Barbary Coast Prostitute.

In 1913 the San Francisco Bulletin published a serialized, ghostwritten memoir of a prostitute who went by the moniker Alice Smith. “A Voice from the Underworld” detailed Alice’s humble Midwestern upbringing and her struggle to find aboveboard work, and candidly related the harrowing events she endured after entering “the life.” While prostitute narratives had been published before, never had they been as frank in their discussion of the underworld, including topics such as abortion, police corruption, and the unwritten laws of the brothel. Throughout the series, Alice strongly criticized the society that failed her and so many other women, but, just as acutely, she longed to be welcomed back from the margins. The response to Alice’s story was unprecedented: four thousand letters poured into the Bulletin, many of which were written by other prostitutes ready to share their own stories; and it inspired what may have been the first sex worker rights protest in U.S. history. For the first time in print since 1913, Alice: Memoirs of a Barbary Coast Prostitute presents the memoirs of Alice Smith and a selection of letters responding to her story. An introduction contextualizes “A Voice from the Underworld” amid Progressive Era sensationalistic journalism and shifting ideas of gender roles, and reveals themes in Alice’s story that extend to issues facing sex workers today.

Listening to the panel I thought I Emma Goldman’s calls for solidarity among workers, sexual outsiders, and immigrants against the exploitations of industry and moralism. She called for a big wall of solidarity against oppression.  For this, she was deported by the US and later the Soviets.

These panels, full of fresh movement scholarship and movement analysis, are the reason I go to the Howard Zinn bookfair.

Finishing the session, I wandered out to Noe and Castro to meet a family friend, whose been in and out of the Bay Area for a half century.  Dion met me with Charles and the three of us talked about their fifty years of friendship.  Charles had already served in Korea when he met Dion at the University of the South as college kids, extending the relationship between his tour in Vietnam, changes in careers, partners, trips around the world, bad cab rides in Paris, liaisons here and memories there.  Now they still talk daily, remaining friends.

San Francisco is a city of friends.

Its always lovely to visit her.


Black Reconstruction In Our Times Recap

At the Fourth Annual  Howard Zinn Book Fair, we tried something a little different with the programming.  Our friends at the Center For Political Education organized a day-long track called “Black Reconstruction In Our Times.” Updating the ideas put forth in W.EB. Dubois 1945 book, the track featured recent works by a range of authors and editors in conversation with local organizers and activists.  The sessions generated great insight and discussion and we were proud to host such lively exchanges. Thank you to all of the presenters and especially Rachel Herzing and Issac Ontiveros for organizing.

Videos of the sessions are posted on CPE’s Youtube Channel. Here’s a recap:

Featured Publication: Development Drowned and Reborn: The Blues and Bourbon Restorations in Post-Katrina New Orleans by Clyde Woods, Jordan T. Camp and Laura Pulido (eds.)
Speakers: Jordan T. Camp (listen to Jordan talking about the book on WORT’s Public Affairs)
Melissa Crosby, Black Land and Liberation Initiative (see the Just Transition Zine Crosby discussed here)

Featured Publication: First Strike: Educational Enclosures in Black Los Angeles by Damien Sojoyner
Speakers: Damien Sojoyner (here’s an interview with Damien about the book)
Chela Delgado, Teachers 4 Social Justice
Sónia Vaz Borges, Center for Place, Culture, and Politics, Graduate Center, City University of New York
Chrissy Anderson-Zavala, local educator and activist

Featured Publication: Ready to Work, Uprooting Injustice: Black Workers in Los Angeles County by Saba Waheed, Tamara Haywood, Lola Smallwood-Cuevas, Psalm Brown, and Reyna Orellana of the UCLA Labor Center
Speakers: Saba Waheed
Melissa Burch, scholar and activist
Danielle Mahones, Bay Area Black Workers Center

Political Power
Featured Publications: Futures of Black Radicalism, Gaye Theresa Johnson and Alex Lubin (eds.) and A Motorcycle on Hell Run: Tanzania, Black Power, and the Uncertain Future of Pan-Africanism, 1964-1974, by Seth Markle
Speakers: Gaye Theresa Johnson
Alex Lubin
Seth Markle
Maisha Quint, Center for Political Education
Sanyika Bryant, Malcolm X Grassroots Movement (here’s information about Cooperation Jackson, referenced by Sanyika)

Resisting Repression
Featured Publication: From the Bullet to the Ballot: The Illinois Chapter of the Black Panther Party and Racial Coalition Politics by Jakobi Williams
Speakers: Jakobi Williams
Richard Brown, Committee for the Defense of Human Rights
Donna Willmott, Catalyst Project (here’s the Troublemakers Guide, Donna shared)

Zinn 2017: It’s a Wrap!

Thanks to everyone who made The Fourth Annual Howard Zinn Book Fair a smashing success. We had about 1500 people, 54 sessions and 77 exhibitors. We’ll be back next year. Look for Calls for Proposals and Exhibitor Applications in March 2018.

Special thanks to the City College of San Francisco Community: All of the staff of the Mission Campus, Labor and Community Studies, Social Justice AA Program, American Federation of Teachers 2121, and the Free City program.





cropped-hzbf006-copyThis year has brought many hundreds of thousands of people to the streets to defend immigrants, fight for healthcare for all, defeat a Muslim ban, and provide a powerful voice against the racism, mysoginy and homophobia that brought Trump to office. This is the spirit that the Fourth Annual Howard Zinn Book Fair celebrates on Sunday, November 19th as we envision what “The World We Want,” might look like.

Over 140 Authors, Zinesters, Bloggers and publishers will gather for a jam-packed for a day of close to 60 readings, panel discussions and workshops exploring the value of dissident histories. In the spirit of the late historian Howard Zinn we recognize the stories of the ways that everyday people have risen to propose a world beyond empires big and small. There will also be a big room full of over 75 radical book sellers, publishers and community organizations.

Highlights include talks from:

  • Adam Hochschild, NY Times Best-Selling author of Spain in Our Hearts and King Leopold’s Ghost
  • Sekou Odinga, former Black Panther Party member and recently released political prisoner, author of In the Whirlwind
  • Rebecca Solnit, Harper’s contributing editor and author of The Mother of All Questions and Men Explain Things to Me will discuss What’s Next for the Resistance
  • Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz debuting her new book Loaded: A Disarming History of the Second Ammendment..
  • Punk Icon, Michelle Cruz Gonzales, author of the Spitboy Rule: Tales of a Xicana in a Punk Band
  • Sasha Lilly, local activist, Pacifica Radio host and author/editor of numerous books including Capital and Its Discontents: Conversations with Radical Thinkers in a Time of Tumult
  • Radical strategies with important activists such as Mark Bray, Jovanka Beckles, Cindy Milstein, Kevin Van Meter, and Antonio Roman-Acala.
  • A five-session track dedicated to exploring what ‘Black Reconstruction In Our Time’ would look like based on the seminal writings of W.E.B. Du Bois.

The Howard Zinn Book Fair is brought to you by an all-volunteer team and the support of the City College of San Francisco Community: (Labor and Community Studies Department, Social Justice AA-T Program, Free City Outreach, American Federation of Teachers 2121 ) and Rainbow Grocery Cooperative, California Institute For Integral Studies, Green Arcade Books, Haymarket Publishing and AK Press.

Zinn 2017: Full List of Exhibitors


cropped-hzbf006-copyWe are officially sold-out of tables for this year’s Howard Zinn Book Fair! Whether you are looking for ideas to help change the world, a good new read, or a perfect holiday gift for the rabble-rouser in the family, the Fair is the place to be. If you would like to be placed on a waiting list for a table, please email us at zinnbookfair <<at>>

AK Press Last Gasp of San Francisco
Beacon Press Manic D Press
Between the Lines Mark Martin Art
BK Publications Microcosm Publishing
Bolerium Books Neuroatypical-Lex Cartatin
Bound Together Anarchist Books New Press
California Institute for Integral Studies Platypus
Single Payer Now! PM Press
City Lights Books and Publishing Prisoners Literature Project
Civil Rights Movement Veterans Website Rainbow Grocery Cooperative
Crimethinc RE/Search
Eastwind Books Regent Press
Follet` Reneck Revolt
Food First Renounce War Projects
Free City! + CCSF Social Justice A.A. Outreach Revolutionary Poets Brigade
Friends of Cooperatiion Jackson Richmond Progressive Action
Green Arcade Bookstore Saint Mary’s MFA Program
Hardball Press Single Payer Now!`
Haymarket Social Justice Journal
Hesperian Books Speak Out Now!
Immigrant Girl, Radical Woman Stacked Deck/Tyler Spyler
Institute for Anarchist Studies Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee Project
International Socialist Organization Subversive Truth Collective
IWW, East Bay Branch Teaching For Change
Jacobin Tech Workers Collective
Judamogu Art Transgress Press
Just Seeds Veleda Press
Just World Books Verso
Labor Notes Western Regional Advocacy Project
Zinn Education Project Project Yellow Dress

Zinn Education Trivia Night 11/7

Our friends at the Zinn Education Project help to keep the project of the People’s History alive, relevant to younger generations, and in the classroom! Help welcome them to the San Francisco Bay Area by attending their People’s History Trivia Night, just two nights before the Book Fair.


Friday, Nov. 17 • 6-9 pm • Game starts at 6:30 pm
San Francisco Women’s Building • Map
$20 minimum per person  • Prices go up Oct. 1
Teams of up to 6 players • Teams can be formed on-site
Prizes include Zinn Education Project t-shirts, books, films, and more!


The HZBF 2017 Poster Is Here

The Howard Zinn Book Fair 2017 poster will be hitting the streets next week! This year local artist Cece Carpio whose work can be seen on murals all over the Bay Area. Her powerful work speaks for itself, and you can check out more of it at:

If you love this poster and want to support this year’s Howard Zinn Book Fair, please consider contributing to our annual  Indiegogo fundraising campaign .

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